Should I feel bad???
Last night was very crazy, and the coincidences were so big when I think about it. My work threw a party for us (like a late christmas party). There's this girl who I'm talking to at work (*almost* could say my g/f). She's suppose to meet me at such and such place because she lives a long distance away/ doesn't know how to get there. So, she doesn't come. I don't have a cell so instead she sends another girl from work to come meet me. A girl who used to be a stripper, excort, and bluntly tells me "You should come over to my house" all the time! Not a smart move by her LOL
So, I ride with her, and we get to the party. They hand out prizes, and at work they've been joking around the grand prize is a date with me LOL. So, it worked out very weirdly because out of like 50 people I won the grand prize!!!! Which was actually a trip to stay at a lodge, massage, champagne, etc.
After the party ends there's a bar, and lots of people go over there. I'm over there with the stripper, and she keeps feeding the game machine for me, and her to play. I don't drink BTW, but she is getting pretty drunk. Talking about stealing me, sitting on my lap while we play. I'm still kind of single I guess, and didn't mind the attention so I just went along with it (without leading her on to much). I have to drive her to her hotel now LOL. So, get in her vehicle, and she didn't waste any time in making out, and trying to seduce me. I'm a guy so I didn't do much to stop her.......Imagine that.
I *couldn't* stay with her at the hotel though..Not that I didn't want to, but *couldn't*. Then, I call that girl today, and told her about last night (minus the making out, etc, etc), she got pretty silent when I told her I took the girl to her hotel, but didn't ask questions. told her about winning the prize, and she's like "are you going to take me?" In which I said yeah.....
Never had these problems before. I hardly even date people/ hardly social at all outside of work. Don't think I could hurt the strippers feelings LOL, but think I better tell her to keep it hush hush. The girl I'm going out with is young, and it'd probably hurt her feelings. Very weird to go from talking to nobody, to having girls throw themselves at you. Should I feel bad that I'm talking to somebody who really likes me (that I like), and semi-cheat on them. OR do I tell myself it's all okay because I'm not dating this person yet, and I didn't even sleep with the girl anyways?