I'm going to have to fight off depression soon

[Purple Penguin]

I'm going to have a fight on my hands here pretty soon. I'm going to have to fight off depression.

Allison, my girlfriend, is going to be going to West Virginia pretty soon. I'm going to be so lost without her. she's planning on comming back but it will be a matter of months (or even years depending on how things go) she's going out there for a few reasons. one is to simply get away from here, there's just too many bad memories for her here. another is to spend some time with some friends she hasn't seen in a long time, she also has some family nearby there. and she wants to go to school out there to better her life. she said she would stay if I asked her to but how can I do that? I can't keep her here just to make me happy, she has a chance to better her life and I'm not going to take that away from her just because I feel like being selfish.

I'd go with her if I could but I can't. I have to stay where I am for my kids..and to finish this damn court battle I'm going through. maybe after im done with all this court crap I can go out there and work out some kind of custody arangement but it seems like it will never end. Every time I go to court it get extended for another 2 months... this whole thing should have been over 6 months ago.

the time for her to leave is getting so close (just a little more then a week now) and I'm really starting to freak out.

I have just about no friends out here (the ne I did have is also moving)

*sigh*

[bighap]

That sucks dude. You could use a hug.

[Fat_Mike]

Life can be a bitch

[necrolop]

HUG

[Fat_Mike]

Originally posted by Fat_Mike
Life can be a bitch

Well, unfortuantly it's not the kind of bitch you can shut up with a punch in the face or some cool and expensive ring or anything...

But don't worry my fav little pinguin, thing will get better. Well, at least that's what people keep telling me all the time

[Primenal]

uhh...PP, rest assure that I in fact live in West Virginia....I don't know where you live at, but *anywhere* is better than here! I mean...If you were retired or something it's a great place to spend to relax (certain parts) cuz it's so quiet, but as far as getting a job here...Uhh, there is none! Theres no opportunity, bunch of dumb redneck white trash , etc.

BTW: What part of West Virginia she planning to go to? What school she planning to go to?

The only place in W.V that has ANYTHING is Morgantown...So, hopfully that's where she planning to go.

If you could get her to read this:

STAY WHERE YOU ARE! DON'T COME TO WEST VIRGINIA! I REPEAT: DO NOT COME TO W.V!!!! LOL.
Whenever you get old, and wanna relax...Fine, come here and you can spend your days relaxing in nature (most of W.V is nature), and fishing, or whatever you wanna do, but do not come here for a job or anything!

Soon as I turn 18..I plan on getting far away from west virginia as possible .

[Purple Penguin]

I live in southern CA in the ****ing desert. as soon as I can I'm getting out of here. I like the town I live in and all but the 120 degree weather is too much for me to handle. I want to live somewhere where there are actual seasons. here it's eaither summer.. or windy summer.

W.V. actully sounds nice to me. a lot of nature could be good for paintballing (I plan on opening up another field). CA is getting more and more expensive to live in. I heard that next year the cheapest it's going to be to register a car is $240. I know if that happens I'm definatly leaving!

I'm not sure what part of WV she's going to when ever we start to talk about her leaving it hurts too much (I'm a wimp) so I try to avoid it if I can.

[Artrageouz]

Hey PP, I can only imagine what you are going thru. Ask Cpt. Obvious how stupid I get if I'm away from my wife for even 2 days. Just remember that everything happens for a reason, and something good will come from it. Hell if I know what that may be, but just try and keep that in mind.

Take care chap!

[pico996969]

I'd say to make sure she knows how you feel about EVERYTHING, she doesn't think you don't care does she. I really like Iowa SUV's are considered trucks, and there are alot of farmers with trucks so registration is 28 bux.

[GMO]

HUG