I'm going to have a fight on my hands here pretty soon. I'm going to have to fight off depression.
Allison, my girlfriend, is going to be going to West Virginia pretty soon. I'm going to be so lost without her. she's planning on comming back but it will be a matter of months (or even years depending on how things go) she's going out there for a few reasons. one is to simply get away from here, there's just too many bad memories for her here. another is to spend some time with some friends she hasn't seen in a long time, she also has some family nearby there. and she wants to go to school out there to better her life. she said she would stay if I asked her to but how can I do that? I can't keep her here just to make me happy, she has a chance to better her life and I'm not going to take that away from her just because I feel like being selfish.
I'd go with her if I could but I can't. I have to stay where I am for my kids..and to finish this damn court battle I'm going through. maybe after im done with all this court crap I can go out there and work out some kind of custody arangement but it seems like it will never end. Every time I go to court it get extended for another 2 months... this whole thing should have been over 6 months ago.
the time for her to leave is getting so close (just a little more then a week now) and I'm really starting to freak out.
I have just about no friends out here (the ne I did have is also moving)