Most girls are easy to figure out, and few are damn near impossible to figure out...Unfortunately, I think i've picked one of those. First, the girl I liked (kacy) said I was to PUSHY, and acted like she didn't want to be around me (wouldn't ride rides with me, or anything). I wrote her this apology letter though, and was going to have one of my friends give it to her at college. So, yesterday I seen her at the fair again with her bro listening to some country singer guy. Sit down beside her, and she just kind of looks at me...Asked her if she got the letter...NOPE. So, I just told her that I'm sorry, and I've been an idiot LOL. I'm no pro or anything, but I think it's pretty bad whenever you have to apologize to a girl who've you hardly ever talked to, and your not with yet. So, I was like Do you forgive me? She just smiles and me, and nods her head yes...Although this would have been a good time to talk (perfect time really), I decided I don't wanna be pushy since I just apologized for it LOL. Told her Well, I better go..Don't wanna be to pushy. She just smiles again.
So, go with my friend to ride the cages. There's 2 lines for the cages. Anyways, kacy walks around me a couple of times, and just kept looking at me everytime (even when she was talking to one of her friends..Wouldn't even look at the person hardly..Just stare at me). So, i'm like damn...I was about to ask her to ride, but again thought BETTER NOT BE PUSHY (it's no big damn deal, but I dunno about her). So, then she gets in the other line with some gay guy (I say gay not because I didn't like him, but literally gay). I didn't really care, but I was getting tired of all the crap though with her. Alright, standing in line, and she keeps staring at me from the other line. Not just occasionally glancing, but hardcore staring...I was like my god...She wouldn't say anything...Just simply stare! So, really I'm getting crazy by this point, and again more tired of the crap. Some of my friends were behind me (like 4 girls) who like me, and look alright. So, there like You got a tight butt, and all that sort of flirting...Grabbing my ass, etc. Kacy seen this, and seemed to get pretty mad LOL. I didn't care anymore though. So, long after there done flirting she still keeps freakin staring! I sware we were in this long line for like 20 minutes, and every bit of 15 minutes she was looking at me. I finally got on with my friend, and she just keeps on.
Later on I was wrestling around with some boy, and she just keeps smiling at me. So, i'm thinking WTF? She left around that time...
So, I'm in a bigass bind...Alright, pretty sure she likes me at least somewhat, and just playing hard to get (maybe not date me yet though, but interested). ALright, I was to pushy...Really though, all I ever did was ask her a few questions, and wanted a chance to talk to her in private...SO, can't hardly walk up and say much of anything (I could talk, but damn sure gotta watch what i say). Even if she wanted to talk to me she'd be far to shy to do so....
So, what to do is really hard for me to think of, but I'm seriously getting fed up...I was thinking about just telling her if your interested at all in me ya better tell me now, or I'm just going to find somebody else. OR if she makes me mad just tell her she aint worth all the trouble. If I say either one of those though then I definitely wasted my time. Dunno why she can't be like normal girls that ya see walking around with a different guy everyday..but then again guess i don't like for anything to be plain.


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. She just smiles again. 



