I stumbled across this old thread and if someone think its funny to hear whats happening in my strange life, heres part 3
So i did not manage to stay sober/clean for long, 2 weeks i guess.
Then hell broke loose... I lost the right to take care of my child,and my drinking,drug use were unstopebel.
So i cried out for help to my mother,father and xx girlfriend... and
after a fue days they convinced me to go to a info meeting at a rehab clinic.
So we went and it all seemed good, so after a fue days i went there and stayed thru the hole program (1 month).
I must say.. that place is realy amacing! they totaly made me see life thru a hole new angle!
So now im going to NA meetings every day and my life realy staring to change. i feel like a totaly new person.
For the first time in 14 years a appriciate life!
And about all girls... well, im totaly focused om my life now and i understand that i cant handle any kind of relationship at this moment.
But i have great contact with the mother of my child and visit them offen.
And the girl i were drinking/using with before... she is considering also joining NA.
She has also got herself a boyfrind witch seems to treat here nice.
So things are looking up
2 mounth sober and drugfree on thursday!
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Im not going to make excuses for my english because my swedish is just as bad.
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